9:05 P.M. March 2, 2013

To awaken into this world and open up to music was something I had believed was hopeful to lead my family out of the darkness for such a long time ago. Something to recognize when there are so many things I wasn’t aware of then and still today know so little. I provide an education for whomever besides myself to make “aware” in spite of opposition in this lively hood throughout. I do not write out what I can fathom or understand at all most any given moment assured for a mediae to think for a New York minute I am taking an advantage of you. This is something many to us know is happening and as of current events the idealism to ill mesh it into the lives of those squelching out the noise we hear outside our homes or rooms and of most importantly what is and becoming against the will of those whom aren’t even around anymore to speak out against what has not become music rather more so and nearing itself to but only seen and heard as a muse while not left to an availablility because one another cannot be face to face with someone as to myself to survive it with voice to opposition anymore. I will not live for it, I am not standing in front of you to say no anymore because to me where as to see through the eyes of someone else that does not listen while only left to look out for their selves never to show truths time and again defined from someone who does not agree and is very accurate at this and excuse yourself to such a committment to lie, there is no doubting where ever the opposite sides to truths at your possessions are alikened.