Tuesday, March 20, 2012 10:04 P.M.

When after speaking with my mother on the telephone which as of yesterday my land line and it’s internet access is officially a business account and established, I then after speaking with her on the telephone had listened for a short while and despite then, now listening again as I am speaking these words onto this computer, on the radio I heard a subtle threat from someone who knows exactly what I had, have and continue to speak of. The conversation had been made reference towards traveling to the moon then and means to recover “extra terrestrial” evidence and return. His tone or voice rather was not subtle and indication to what I perceive as depicting origination of an element to excel of our overall technologies as advanced and although at a limited awareness at this today.

I know of stories I’ve had for nearly four-teen years while never face to face with a doctor and spoke about these to him or her. What I can speak of to my best of ability and to remember what surfacing from also how these thoughts allocated are going to be interpreted here. These reference to a science fiction standard and again I say that a revolution or placement ahead of a technology revolution by way to excel it. Either something is going to be done about the uncertain awareness of human fate on this Earth with a hybrid biotechnology that had been established and perhaps is in place and working to this day. However there is a counter effort which I myself notice quite often also in standard mediation even that this is producing a byproduct which seems without a care by it’s origination affecting the human consciousness. Does this mean a fate of the human race at a higher indication of knowledge was predictable? It seems it. If this is true, it is because of not only ourselves however but also because of a failure in providence while besides our gargantuan effort to keep the very human being alive and well from productivity, produce, consummation and even interstellar activities… and these too possibly from a location or locations here on a subatomic scale to the infinity. That there is a structure and a notice of a failure amongst these. Where these retaining memory house not only by achievement of the human being to program the atom rather than destroying providence with it… However terrestrial or extraordinary this may seem that even almost every doctrine, documented and carefully practiced religions on Earth too have there place while my opinion and freedom thereof will always understand an atonement of sin not only of my very own. Although, said to be the Son of Man where by a participation to the Bible, I will not and too believe definition of His resurrection as well.