Sunday October 2, 2011 10:27 P.M.

Attendance rather is something I have prefered for a very long time now and yet at the age of thirty-three while to this day, I still with characteristics of Savant and a tinge of Autism have kept my promise to myself with a preference to stay clear of much about. I had never expected for this life to become all the more complicated as the more I aged and with more I had witnessed. I seriously do not dwell on these much at all but in a current state of appearance what I show is a time that has frozen and this is what I am always thinking about by means to find answers to problems in spite of the difficulty about. Because of these, this is reason to why I am writing everything I know now, here and with solvents at hand by all means there will be an outcome and those whom have and are some still about with intent and criminal in mind to grovel at a life rather than see it for what I seriously am, how I think, what I do in my spare time or in essence my consumation, that I too see you and know what is on display other than knowing one iota of your personal lives but rather and also an ability to see more so remotely which over time I am learning people like myself are underappreciated, provoked, mislead and left to abandonment only because of character while by chance this being for me an inheritence of a psychi not everyone would encompass to a wholesome advantage and see just how selfish, vain and irresponsible some are out in this world whom realize their time is over and cannot see only but a glimpse of their hope that is the very audacity to hurt someone else only so by means that aspect of hope for one’s self is but at risk to playing out yet again on yet another human being.

Voting for Barack Obama, many would not be here and what quite a few of this world’s elite that has revealed to most of us whom can also do something to change a way that is productive for either their self or others and even at small increments, you can. Much of these are examples of my experiences throughout my life so far. There is a zero tolerance for an unreasonable apprehension of the five senses. Examples of these for one was the portrayal of an absolute disregard of national security and this said but not with just as us only a singular reference where over two-hundered pages of internet protocol addresses were flushed into my computer with intent to overwhelm an individual all ready known to be included with internet protocol as itself.

I personally took time while also consideration to the excruciating deterioration of 1310, 9th St.’s occupancies to protect what I could and return all I could apprehend off all that was stored inside the computer which is not this one rather another that was stolen by a break-in which happend more than once. This format at my current residency has provided me with but no choice because of similar transparencies other than to not convince everyone that all I do all day is “rat” people out because I have nothing to do… What I have been doing besides not just staying alive and living as one should with comparison to and respect for others persona on me because of their ethnicity or creed, culture or inheritences and belief stuctures is keep not just I which is deserving a future. Although, the exception of those whom weasled their way into eyesight but only to see sure that their point of view is not only never seen by whom ever comes about their path or rather but also quite unfortunate that my life is being threatened as we speak from personal to worldwide.

My previous residency was yet another well orchestrated fiasco, these I know of too many times to say to myself that I have no future because there are many and some I cannot stop, some I can inspire, others may never take notice…