October 1, Saturday 2011, 1:47 P.M.
I am not one for being politically correct in life seeing what I have seen on this level but other than this, I can think for myself and this is now not only apparent although, now obvious to a many of us worldwide. Indications of now and this abrupt summary of what those nearing and around me while those too that have influenced my immediate family and stripping me from nearing all ability to lien away and finally distance myself from these criminals permanently. There are facts and intentions I was not only thought to have inherited and also discover as I have been travelling along my path and with whom I meet and or what I encounter.
To this individual, comedy as seen throughout was only seen as to me as means to advert attention and a taunt with what intentions had all ready come about and these formats too bring about a dirty resonance as what means to invest these behaviors and stage them are to this day suspicious in whole ways to divert capital away from a source whether this being myself, an inheritence for not only family but rather attentions are weighed in with what ill reputation being generated that is soley focused on a person, people, place or subject.
Nearing and past the year of 1996 on into 1997, I had been subjected to an array of psychotropic medicines by means for a family that was not getting it and apparent to me that especially once after hearing words utter from a sibling that her then to be husband and surrounding family members were to be encompassed by an array of new family and friends with what else that follows with that I obviously in the state of deterioration the drugs were putting me through where as now the jokes were rotten and everyone whom planned what was being said, whom were speaking with whom and what was being seen that there was every intention for this weight on quite a few of us that were being practically crucified for absolutely no cause of their own however with an exception to what had been learned and other surfacing memories while not only consistent of my own that there was a fixation to make the lives and their experiences my very own and on a very negative and extremely excruciating means to subdue the mind because there was something besides all of this at an obvious threshold. Capital.
